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lying next to one boy for over an hour then the other one needs me another hour of not sleeping but exhausted and cranky exercising patience beyond my limited understanding and witnessing intense klesha and neurosis finally both are asleep in spite of wife almost waking the second one and now i am so cranky and overtired i just want to smash things and play my amp as loud as possible and destroy matter and scream and bleed and thrust the earth into the sun but i’ll lay here and breathe and not know and not know what to do with not knowing and really not know that is most important
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