qwertymonk

health care savings plans suck i know in theory they save you money and offer the illusion of security but the amount of time one spends procuring receipts and more receipts calling clinics who are unhelpful calling the benefit health care plan people who tell me what we need then calling back the other place only to be put on hold forever and leave a voicemail and no return call and also gotta call about all that other stuff and shovel shovel shovel but there is this constant obstruction some call the terrible twos on and on By: via qwertymonk

his favorite By: via qwertymonk

sun burns it off we get very little accomplished but i play some notes anyway then we head to the library and to pick up a gas station sandwich for 7 before his appointment By: via qwertymonk

actual fog out the window By: via qwertymonk

up late with 2 up early with 2 By: via qwertymonk

something happened down the street this morning just a few houses away on the next block and there are still police cars sherrif cars and a crime lab van with their lights twirling something intense happened and we don't know what yet as i call back and forth between the medical center and the benefits center to see who will be able to help me get them what they want first By: via qwertymonk

fog lifts to reveal steel teeth By: via qwertymonk

i try to roll into our wheel barrow but cannot physically make it happen but i think between my wife and i we can do it later but now i’m pouring sweat and can’t stop it the slight breeze doing its best By: via qwertymonk

2 wakes up and the guys are unhelpful in getting the tree where we need it which is very disappointing because now we have to figure out how to move it By: via qwertymonk

2 takes forever to fall asleep in the car after library i just keep driving until he’s out then we get home the guys are to deliver the me tree we bought two weeks ago By: via qwertymonk

back to monk mode shaved the head and beard been wanting to but time time time then i unclogged the bathtub drain clumps of hair and toilet paper from experiments 7 was conducting then 2 and i head to the library to drop off double donkey bags of books and pick out some more material before nap time By: via qwertymonk

some phd said you have to be a buddha to parent a child with adhd i laughed out loud when i heard that and cried at the same time they never talk about having other children to deal with or other circumstances on top of the difficulties with the genetic neurological difference By: via qwertymonk

infinite patience required By: via qwertymonk

up half the night with 2 he is afraid of lightning and thunder By: via qwertymonk

we wake up to seventy two degrees and ultimate humidity and i love it but am sorry for my suffering spouse By: via qwertymonk

boys out of their routine led to tough bedtime and wife has to stay up late and work so i'm here too listening to music and typing out crystal pure garbage for enjoyment pleasure sipping a little gin after a run with 7 on his scooter where after a long haul we laid in the gras and looked at the sky and when we got up to go home dusk turning to night he said something like good thing they didn't build anything in the sky father sky and mother earth working together there was much more than that but it was so sweet to hear his gears whirling in nature sweaty from the heat and effort By: via qwertymonk

decent meeting according to me but wife was unhappy with it we had a good discussion about it afterward not to invalidate her experience but there were a few items that were misenterpreted and the principal wasn't totally clear either especially about being empathetic to parents even though she is one but overall no one knows wtf so gfy By: via qwertymonk

nervous energy all day mixed with supreme lethargy from several nights of little sleep and 2 is demanding every moment of my time while i feel like i'm drowning in things that need to get done and the expectations that all stay at home parents experience from their spouse about what is possible to accomplish in a day i know i'm not the only one and that i actually have it really great especially when it's just awareness watching the ups and downs display themselves in contrast to one another By: via qwertymonk

and everything else By: via qwertymonk

or realize we are it By: via qwertymonk