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i stand out in the dark backyard waiting for the dog to shit before bed watching the city light reflect off the partial cloud ceiling By: via qwertymonk

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wife says that is sexy and other accolades for dealing with dog needs child needs cat needs on and on etc By: via qwertymonk

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i rip off a door and save the day By: via qwertymonk

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bullshittery of moving crap around everywhere to try and fit the new bunks in By: via qwertymonk

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Walt Whitman’s “O if I am to have so much, let me have more!” By: via qwertymonk

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and it’s one of those days i want to tell go fuck yourself By: via qwertymonk

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wife runs to get food and 2 melts down over and over completely irrational power control trips toward 7 By: via qwertymonk

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boys arguing incessantly about how everything will be By: via qwertymonk

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no mattresses yet By: via qwertymonk

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we come home to utter disheveled chaos By: via qwertymonk

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during the whole episode a guy delivered and installed some used bunk beds for the boys By: via qwertymonk

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soup and ibuprofen and tylenol and lots of liquids and a hefty ER bill By: via qwertymonk

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bad cold with flu like symptoms By: via qwertymonk

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not the flu By: via qwertymonk

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here we are By: via qwertymonk

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here we are getting a flu test to make sure so we can get the tamiflu medicine and shave off a half day By: via qwertymonk

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turns out it’s influenza but hit 7 so hard i called the nurses line and after the forty five questions she said bring him in By: via qwertymonk

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back in the ER By: via qwertymonk

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thank goodness for screen time By: via qwertymonk

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tons of work but we get through it and watch his favorite show afterward By: via qwertymonk

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7 gets home deregulated By: via qwertymonk

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endorphins By: via qwertymonk

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so fun By: via qwertymonk

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i ride like a maniac By: via qwertymonk

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he goes to his bff’s house and we get a bunch done By: via qwertymonk

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heartbreaking By: via qwertymonk

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struggle all morning with 7 knowing he’s struggling with himself as well By: via qwertymonk

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snot still spewing from my skull from all the dust the cleaning binge red wine for comfort traversing the groundless terrain of 2’s endless overtired emotional bedtime By: via qwertymonk

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choking on the future of a woman By: via qwertymonk

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then switch to HALLOWEEN, ALASKA local electronic pop group which includes my favorite jazz drummer By: via qwertymonk

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perfect timing By: via qwertymonk

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getting dinner started spaghetti made from brown rice noodles tomtato basil sauce and spotify notifies me a new THELONIOUS MONK album so i click go to album By: via qwertymonk

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time to let go move on By: via qwertymonk

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recording session over By: via qwertymonk

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so i run upstairs during a seemingly calm interlude to steal a few minutes instead of folding clothes or making dinner but after getting all set up and hitting the red light the boys explode bullshit everywhere By: via qwertymonk

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the oblique strategies come streaming in to the sunbeam mind By: via qwertymonk

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the knowledge that an excellent recording program lies waiting on my computer the urge to run and record anything is difficult to resist By: via qwertymonk

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how vile we are to ourselves and others which is not really different or the same or neither or the other thing By: via qwertymonk

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sickening By: via qwertymonk

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the stories of what asshole white males do to everyone especially women is popping my bubble over and over and i don't even have time to watch television i just see posts here and there giving me the gist of the situation and i can extrapolate from there for now By: via qwertymonk

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unless i get hardcore with lights and tons of clothes and figure it all out but i'm not sure realistically i have the time or energy for that but who knows By: via qwertymonk

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i will not be able to keep up the early morning rides for long and the evening darkness comes too soon these days By: via qwertymonk

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when i finally got home and drank a glass of water it tasted like holy nectar By: via qwertymonk

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it felt great except that i hadn't drank enough water the night before or all night or when i got up By: via qwertymonk

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got myself up early to ride ready to take the dog out for her bathroom break but she didn't wake up so i bundled up rode through the streets in the forty-five degree weather By: via qwertymonk

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snot has been pouring out of my head all day By: via qwertymonk

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my sinuses hate how much dust i have raised by cleaning By: via qwertymonk

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i still only have the free version but will try to raise the money to purchase the software before the two month trial is up By: via qwertymonk

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this is huge By: via qwertymonk

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finally found a DAW that works and was able to record multiple tracks without latency and make into a wav file to send out to the world By: via qwertymonk

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one way to calm the storm is to create a cleanlier pallette By: via qwertymonk

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weekends stress me out so bad By: via qwertymonk

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cleaning like a motherfucker today By: via qwertymonk

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no puncture By: via qwertymonk

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he is ok By: via qwertymonk

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she bit his face he’s ok no puncture By: via qwertymonk

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7 helped prep dinner then wouldn’t need mine or the dogs warnings while practicing math and holding her too tight By: via qwertymonk

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i took the red bike there and back what a great feeling By: via qwertymonk

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had my dad hang out with 2 while i met wife at 7’s school for meeting with his new therapist By: via qwertymonk

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so much happening impossible to keep up By: via qwertymonk

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2 laughs and repeats HOT NUTS at top volume then says HOT NUTS FOR SALE even louder over and over and i laughed as hard as one can with hot nuts By: via qwertymonk

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couple weeks ago 2 and i get into a hot bath and i say OOH HOT and then HOT NUTS By: via qwertymonk

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story: By: via qwertymonk

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and we went home By: via qwertymonk

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it took a long time for that poop to arrive but it did By: via qwertymonk

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and then after another while i wanted to go home and crack a beer get the boys to bed and sleep my ass off By: via qwertymonk

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after i while i clicked into the elements and i didn’t ever want to go back to our house i just wanted to walk forever whether the dog pooped or not By: via qwertymonk

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hoping for poop By: via qwertymonk

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walking the dog i didn’t want to i wanted to ride bike or play guitar or at least clean up the messy house but i was walking the dog and hoping for poop By: via qwertymonk

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and will continue By: via qwertymonk

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i know this would happen By: via qwertymonk

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i end up walking the dog By: via qwertymonk

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the weight increases By: via qwertymonk

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rough day all around high anxiety type thing a bright point appeared possible good recording set up within view By: via qwertymonk

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another call from the principles office By: via qwertymonk

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human thoughts so real and solid like something important then gone and forgotten or rearriving for another mid-air collision By: via qwertymonk

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full moon By: via qwertymonk

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still too many things to accomplish and i've fallen off the wagon of getting them partially from being sick and also just need a break sometimes By: via qwertymonk

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better luck using whatever one has to make art music poetry than try to get the best gear or wait for the right moment or try harder etc By: via qwertymonk

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usually how it goes By: via qwertymonk

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there is another one i would love to try but it is quite pricey and by the time i could afford that kind of program i will have made enough headway using something else By: via qwertymonk

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may be downloading the reaper daw to try out and then purchase since it was recommended by a friend in the know By: via qwertymonk

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and recording myriad stuff once i get the right program By: via qwertymonk

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literally By: via qwertymonk

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dreaming of riding bike By: via qwertymonk

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other times not By: via qwertymonk

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just the thing sometimes By: via qwertymonk

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the blues are good By: via qwertymonk

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so we get back and 2 needs his peanut butter bread for breakfast and put on some MUDDY WATERS and LIGHTNING HOPKINS as i piece my way through the mountain of dishes that acrues from one morning of preparation By: via qwertymonk

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took dog and 2 and a walk and cut it short when dog decided to bark incessantly at another well trained dog i know she's just doing her job and i verbally thank her and do all the dog command stuff but it's just not what i want to spend my time doing By: via qwertymonk

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it is so good for 7 to have this dog when he can handle it and when he can't it's a nightmare it's also good for 2 but in a different way and wife loves the cuteness so much she doesn't always see how much work i put into it or how stressed she is about the dog or maybe she does i can't speak for her she is brilliant with blindspots like the rest of us By: via qwertymonk

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i'm torn but know we'll probably figure it out By: via qwertymonk

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the barking is getting very old By: via qwertymonk

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woke up to more chaos this morning with dog shit and piss in the living room and the animals fighting over food and frustrated that i'm the one dealing with most of this By: via qwertymonk

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another survival story By: via qwertymonk

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the compounded suffering of being very ill with a head cold sinus infection type thing and a new dog and wife doing a painting project on the house By: via qwertymonk

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sleep is the only medicine that is not a placebo By: via qwertymonk

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sleep is it By: via qwertymonk

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pain By: via qwertymonk

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head pressure By: via qwertymonk

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thinking about red bike riding recording sounds feeling better calling insurance to find out if changing primary doctor and location is workable and lots of other stuff as the clicks and booms are triggered against the kitchen blackboard By: via qwertymonk

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trying to get through the afternoon with more tea and dayquil and dishes and listening to some old school squarepusher on spotify thanks to the generosity of a friend in pain and joy By: via qwertymonk

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my dad took 2 and i to the pub after i dropped 7 at school where he was so sweet and proud By: via qwertymonk

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hell getting everyone ready this morning while being sick and then rushing off to appointment but it was a nice to be with 7 on a date as we stopped at his favorite hospitol coffee shop to get his favorite turkey panini sandwich favorite chips favorite chocolate milk and favorite chocolate ball treat while i sipped an americano and felt the harsh dayquil easing some of the symptoms while creating others always a trade off By: via qwertymonk

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dr appointment with 7 in the morning will be exacerbated if i'm still feeling ill so being as healthy as possible and what's more healthy than a hot toddy with bourbon in it we'll see By: via qwertymonk

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thai food seems to be helping burn out the demons along with all the tea and little naps and vitamins and probiotics and apple cider vinegar etc By: via qwertymonk

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cuteness does not fool me into things will be great but i can still enjoy it when it's here By: via qwertymonk

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i feel like such a cranky old man sometimes but it comes from realism and preparing for the worst By: via qwertymonk

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wife and 7 have been taking her for walks mostly holding up that part of the deal at least By: via qwertymonk

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she is a very sweet dog and i am happy to know her even though i did not want a dog and still do not and i clean up all the messes and feed her and am around her most of the time By: via qwertymonk

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everyone is on one in one is one By: via qwertymonk

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the odyssey By: via qwertymonk

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perhaps short for penelope By: via qwertymonk

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we named her penny By: via qwertymonk

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we already have a dog named nutmeg belonging to my sister in law and we do not like that name By: via qwertymonk

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trying to train the dog to pee and poo while cold rain is usally falling this whole week and the dog is originally from texas never seen winter so we're in for some interesting surprises By: via qwertymonk

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in the pouring rain 2 and pick up spicy thai food from our favorite joint By: via qwertymonk

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echinacea tea special soup cartoons for 2 nap for me etc By: via qwertymonk

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now my body is sick By: via qwertymonk

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wife back at work today after a couple days at home and all the chaos with the new dog on top of everything else By: via qwertymonk

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some emotional monsters attacking me i did ok with and then the swarm of things that i forgot i need to remember teamed up to suck away some sleep By: via qwertymonk

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nightmares instead By: via qwertymonk

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i did not By: via qwertymonk

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i’ll probably dream about it By: via qwertymonk

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was gonna sell that red bike so sure if it and now i can’t get enough of it even though it’s a bunch of cheap parts barely bolted together it’s so fast and quiet and dangerous By: via qwertymonk

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amongst all the other stuff got another speed ride By: via qwertymonk

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speed wind sweat smile By: via qwertymonk

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red single speed one front break as fast as possible down the hills mashing hard up them By: via qwertymonk

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escape on two wheels By: via qwertymonk

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and other stuff By: via qwertymonk

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is as cute as By: via qwertymonk

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hell By: via qwertymonk

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the dog is sweet By: via qwertymonk

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2 can’t even basically function just continuous whining crying bossing tantrums like a typhoon tsunami sharknado type thing By: via qwertymonk

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they arrive and as you may have guessed pandemonium or some other synonym By: via qwertymonk

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he is so happy By: via qwertymonk

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had to tell 7 By: via qwertymonk

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package is en route By: via qwertymonk

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dog By: via qwertymonk

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year of the dog By: via qwertymonk

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she was at target with 2 running an errand trying to get home for bedtime but now a long trek and probably a sad long goodbye and then long trek home who knows what time it will be and should i let 7 stay up or get him to bed i wonder either way is disastrous bliss By: via qwertymonk

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we are the chosen ones By: via qwertymonk

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wife just got the call By: via qwertymonk

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nutmeg is the name and will need to be changed if are the chosen ones By: via qwertymonk

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the dogs foster mom may have trouble letting her go By: via qwertymonk

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7 can’t handle his excitement of possibly getting her and 2 is ambivalent By: via qwertymonk

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true love By: via qwertymonk

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but i don’t need to own her By: via qwertymonk

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i love her By: via qwertymonk

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probably for our family well even though i don’t want a dog By: via qwertymonk

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the dog is a mini pincher chihuahua mix and terribly cute smart everything By: via qwertymonk

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we’ve got the big backyard and a stay at home parent on our side By: via qwertymonk

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went and met the rescue dog now we wait as others meet her and they decide who’s the best fit By: via qwertymonk

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7 and i riding bikes getting treats here and there By: via qwertymonk

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wife and 2 out running errands By: via qwertymonk

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like get rid of the fish tank By: via qwertymonk

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i’m holding to just chihuahua and with other terms of agreement By: via qwertymonk

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i feel i may lose this one By: via qwertymonk

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they’re pulling the hard sell By: via qwertymonk

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wife and 7 have secret plan to get a chihuahua and a kitten and have them bond and be super cute even though i’d be the one to do all the dirty work By: via qwertymonk

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got a ride in By: via qwertymonk

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last warm early morning By: via qwertymonk

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skull sufficiently burned from best spices mmm By: via qwertymonk

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sipping magic ale waiting for wife to arrive with authentic mexican By: via qwertymonk

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long morning ride short fast ride long ride with 7 By: via qwertymonk

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three rides today By: via qwertymonk

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recorded at chopper's dojo and then i think bjor6n did the vox at bosky's later or something like that By: via qwertymonk

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a really fun tune to record right around christmas time last year By: via qwertymonk

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1y1e2GI6nsk By: via qwertymonk

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new song from TIJAC out now By: via qwertymonk

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on the other hand had a great ride this morning and some more exercise later coupled with the chiro adjustment yesterday is a perfect combo but i always find something to be irritated with depressed about anxious around even though fundamentally it is not the case By: via qwertymonk

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thought i had it figured out using the free daw audacity but ran into latency issues which is ironic since latency issues are why i bought that new piece of gear in the first place and i know i need to visit bosky and get some downloads from his brain but the timing just hasn't worked out yet so i now i'm left frustrated and wondering what's next but not until next week because the weekend is upon us and is never without earthquake By: via qwertymonk

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never underestimate the power of a lollipop By: via qwertymonk

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i flash her the coupon residing within my phone screen while 2 picks out a peach flavored lollipop By: via qwertymonk

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i pick out the best bang for your buck box of red wine and same strategy for strong ipa and we put it all on the counter for the woman to ring us up By: via qwertymonk

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we drive to the liquor store listening to old hip hop on the radio By: via qwertymonk

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he has a meltdown and wants to go to the liquor store By: via qwertymonk

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we get ourselves ready and i drive to home depot and park By: via qwertymonk

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2 refuses to help me run errands at home depot and target but says he might be interested in the liquor store By: via qwertymonk

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i think i am close to being able to perfrom multi-track recording and thus dive into the beginningless endless infinite ocean of sound and also jam with my bandmates through the use of world wide web and it is obessessing me behind the eyes as i perform the rituals for which others depend upon me By: via qwertymonk

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one week into school and we're already getting a call from the principle about bus behavior and anti-participation in gym class but he starts meeting with his helpers next week and he is such good heart and way too smart for some adults including me By: via qwertymonk

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as i shave the hair the top of my skull as well as the beard on the lower region i admire the increasing population of silver and grey and continue to think the thought that at some point i will let it all grow out and be that guy with silver white hair sticking straight up and out all over like he just invented something but forgot where he put it By: via qwertymonk

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2 and i give up other stuff to get me to chiro both wife and i are in dire need of adjustment By: via qwertymonk

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certain things can click By: via qwertymonk

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took another stab at recording and ran into many mountains of frustration but got something laid down and posted at the very least and trusting the i'm learning what i need to know learning what not to do along the way By: via qwertymonk

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7 had an awesome morning picking out blue clothes to wear for their school project and he has a new friend named melanie who has lots of energy and likes to play mousetrap with him on the playground as well as his other new friend nikki or his real name nicholas so far the kid is doing great at his new school and he has the oppurtunity to continue this streak and get assistance with skills he's lacking thus far By: via qwertymonk

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last few days of it before the mornings are frigid and the days are cool to mild By: via qwertymonk

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heat it is hot i like it By: via qwertymonk

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had a nice ride this morning and bike is on the brain By: via qwertymonk

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my dad brought over the new window and we found out we had measured the wrong one so we took out the right one and had him take it back to the store to make a copy it will cost us twice as much but at least we have a spare we'll probably never need By: via qwertymonk

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2 had a blast mostly at ecfe this morning small class me being the only father present By: via qwertymonk

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7 finally lost another tooth last night just dangling there for days more and more precarious and his mom helped him with the final execution By: via qwertymonk

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very rare day of not doing too much of the usual stuff but more will come i'm sure and willing By: via qwertymonk

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had an early ride this morning thinking of more tomorrow again if possible the desire comes and goes foot still hurt but riding is ok By: via qwertymonk

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tropical breeze too hot in the house but i'm goin for it the last days of heat before the autumnal decension By: via qwertymonk

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thought i could figure out some recording stuff but it was no go infused with 2 needing attention By: via qwertymonk

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still cutting out but mildly operable By: via qwertymonk

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or not By: via qwertymonk

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fixed broke guitar By: via qwertymonk

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couple days ago all out gettin stuff done since then a sore left foot not healing trying sit down more walk gingerly chill the f out By: via qwertymonk

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seeing what is and feel gratitude that one can see anything at all the basic light By: via qwertymonk

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just witness it By: via qwertymonk

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hard habit to break By: via qwertymonk

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i keep thinking of all the things i don't get to do like read books make art and music get enough exercise By: via qwertymonk

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it has begun By: via qwertymonk

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afterward i grab another cup of coffee and 2 comes walking out for his morning snuggle By: via qwertymonk

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everyone sleeping in i read IEP from 7's new school By: via qwertymonk

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both boys needed me to help them get to sleep but this old body got some rest just the same By: via qwertymonk

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imagine how the feet feel By: via qwertymonk

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i think i sat down twice By: via qwertymonk

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apha pure By: via qwertymonk

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purification is revealing what was already pure By: via qwertymonk

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cleaning cleaning cleaning By: via qwertymonk

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three hours sleep By: via qwertymonk

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if feels good to write it doesn't matter why or what it's about By: via qwertymonk

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because he got a nap today 2 will most likely be very difficult to get to sleep before eleven or after which is disappointing in many ways also just the way it is By: via qwertymonk

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not long before 2 tires of the movie and does his best to dominate my time and attention By: via qwertymonk

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took him on a ride around the neighborhoods this afternoon after all of our accomplishments and he fells asleep in spite of the bumps jostling him around ferociously and the sunshine streaming through the perfectly floofy clouds and wispy clouds with the temp right around 70 it was so perfect to the point where it's too perfect and one succumbs to profound wonderment that we could exist on a planet where conditions become this favorable at times By: via qwertymonk

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this was a few days ago By: via qwertymonk

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2 loved the burley right away and said LETS GO TO THE PUB and i said WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM THE PUB and he said LETS GET A BURGER AND KETCHUP AT THE PUB so later that night we did By: via qwertymonk

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7's best friend forever who still goes to the chinese immersion school has a cool family and they are bicyclists and the dad of that family lent us or gave us their burley to try out on 2 since he refuses to try to the tagalong By: via qwertymonk

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sipping a bud light that was left here because we ran out of our hippy craft beer and i like it just fine right out of the can not that different than so many herbal remedies i've tried there's a reason it's been around so long By: via qwertymonk

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i gave the boys ice cream and movie so i can have a break and get stuff done and sit down and do something other than get stuff done as well By: via qwertymonk

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she's out catering again tonight so we can pay for all this stuff we've needed to upgrade knowing there's more on the way like for instance both of our old cars are going to need some serious help it's only a matter of time and timing By: via qwertymonk

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wife is impressed with how profession it looks which is a huge compliment coming from her By: via qwertymonk

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i told my dad i can't believe we as humans plug gas and electricity and water into a big white box and turn it on hoping it will work and wondering if it will explode and this is all just normal By: via qwertymonk

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my dad and i successfully installed the new dryer yesterday which was much more complicated than either of us imagined but we also know it could have been a lot worse By: via qwertymonk

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it is impossible to get everything done ever yet i forget and get caught up in thinking [not-thinking] that if i just get that next thing done it wil clear some space but on the way to getting that next thing done there are other shiny bobbles in the periferal vision that either veer me off track and climb up the totem of priorities or triumphantly lodge themselves behind the tired ass eyes in the tangled yarn of the secret stress bin By: via qwertymonk

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one time she got to go into the bathroom with a knife By: via qwertymonk

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another cool channel to follow i love the truth of fragments By: via qwertymonk

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first day at new school ending By: via qwertymonk

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new machines connected ready to cleanse By: via qwertymonk

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home depot home depot home depot By: via qwertymonk

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getting it done By: via qwertymonk

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why not By: via qwertymonk

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everything at once By: via qwertymonk

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endless last minute forms and a bloody mary By: via qwertymonk

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found school shoes at the last minute By: via qwertymonk

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mom and her partner visiting meet and greet at 7’s school prepping everything and get ready for new washer and dryer arrival tomorrow among myriad other flames By: via qwertymonk

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one crazy day after another By: via qwertymonk

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later in the day we found out that 7 hadn't eaten enough at his friend's house when he had a several meltdown that we couldn't get him out of but he finally ate some spaghetti i warmed up and other stuff and then apologized for his behavior as we hugged as much as we could it is dangerous for children like him to get that deregulated at one point he was opening windows and prying open the screen to try and escape but once outside he didn't know where to go but had a rough time coming back inside poor poor guy my heart breaks so much and so deeply as i am not separate from him By: via qwertymonk

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sent wife on a ride around lake nokomis with her new friend yesterday and 7 went to his friend's house as well while 2 and i bleached the area where the old dryer has been moved from in anticipation of the new dryer and then we got groceries together which is such a big deal on a late saturday morning By: via qwertymonk

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sit down to write and remember all the things i need to work on to figure out on my computer with school coming in few days my mom visiting with her partner ecfe starts soon too and there conflicting appointments with child psych and the dreaded dentist all has to be adjusted By: via qwertymonk

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after the ride meditate shower so rare for this to happen make coffee and peanut butter toast By: via qwertymonk

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up earlier than usual for a long sunday morning ride wiht less traffic and nowhere in particular to go but i find an interesting route down to the central library where maybe i will be employed someday or not By: via qwertymonk

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ended up at rosedale mall now i know i can get there if need be but i can’t imagine what that need might be By: via qwertymonk

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nice ride this morning before everyone woke up By: via qwertymonk