poetry falcon's Post

i happened upon an article about tantrikas being parents and raising families and how it feels like one is not able to practice and the teachers chime in about how it is one of the most powerful practices because one is practicing the paramitas of a bodhisattva and i know all that and i agree but still it's just impossible to not fear roiling up lots of new karma that will need to be dealth with later down the line so i'm thinking about this a lot in the night while carrying the toddler for an hour my arms quivering my back aching my head pounding and i'm telling myself that this is probably good bardo practice just like those mahamudra exercises you used to do and want to do again
By: via poetry falcon