poetry falcon's Post

one thing i didn't mention was that after the toddler had his initial excitement he reverted to wanting me to hold him and he wanted to sit on my lap and i have to say it felt good and terrible at the same time like everything when looked at closely when seen clearly it's like hot and cold water being poured on your head at the same time you can choose one the other both neither etc it's just there and really real as it is the arrogance i express in describing how hard my life is sometimes is obvious to me in that i have it so incredibly good in comparison to vast and countless realms of beings and yet in being honest with what is actually according to this person this human who somewhat ego somewhat beyond and definitely a mixture tuned into and connected to so many variables all at the same time there is suffering there is suffering behind everyhing we do say and think and sometimes it's right in front or off to the side needling us but it's there and needs our attention this discomfort this anguish this discontentment this dissatisfaction and disappointment and therein lies some kind of personal yet totally non personal path or not
By: via poetry falcon